Maybe things will be okay

I'm kinda crazy
can't you tell?
well maybe not...
I might be well

but theres still a lot
of things in my way
I still have reasons to cry
and things to say

I haven't gotten it all out
not even close
but I still don't know what it is
that bothers me most

rightnow its just like...everything,
one big piled clutter
and I don't wanna hurt myself...
I don't wanna be a cutter.

I HAVEN'T hurt myself...
at least not in a while
and I'm kinda proud of that...
kinda makes me smile

like, I feel myself getting better
but I know I'm not done
none of this is over
and I haven't yet won

but I'll continue to try
again and again
and maybe things
will be okay in the end