Your feelings are late

Under the stars
that beautiful night
i wished that you wouldnt leave
just that once i didnt want us to fight

it was too obvious
i knew what you were going to say
if only you knew
that its only you who makes me okay

i wished upon that sparkling star
that you would not leave
but it was just an illusion
an illusion i wanted to believe

but before you left you turned to say
"im not ready,it not your fault,i...i swear"
so many months we were together
& in that instance our fairytale turned to a nightmare

i thought we were meant to be
but it doesnt matter
i cant change it
but its true my hearts tattered

remember that day i said
"i can never live without you"
well its probably true
cause now i feel my life is a taboo

now i take that knife
the only thing i own
that can take my life

its time i said goodbye
knowing my life without you is a lie

its not your fault
im going to die
its your choice of words
that makes me cry

now as you come
into my room
i take my life
i finally meet my doom

goodbye
i say
and now
you cry