Finally catching UP

Why does it feel like I'm all alone seems like all the sins i

have done all the bad i have done all the hurt that i have

caused is finally catching up to me. I know now how they felt.

I know i deserve it I just wonder how long I have to go

through with it all. I'm trying to move up I'm trying to grow

up I'm trying to be the man i know i can be I'm trying to have

my own life. But its so hard i want to give up run away,

hide from this world but i won't i can't i will not give up

again. I try so hard but i can't seem to get away. when i

finally break through i will never look back again i will

move forward and have the life i always wanted. The

hardest part is time and how long i have to suffer with a

crack heart, broken spirit, the world does not know how i

feel but i am broken though i do not show it not even to

you. Now you know now you all know with a lot of hard

work and a little luck I'll get back on track again and try

my best not to slip again.