I hate myself for loving you
I wish I could just get over
And find someone new
I hate how I sit there day by day
Living my life only one way
The way I live is extremely pathetic
I sit there thinking about you
Sit there wishing all my dreams were true
Sit there thinking about the days
When maybe I would have my way
Maybe you would talk to me
Maybe you and I would be something
But as I think
And get deeper in the thought
I then start to realize
That it'll never happen
Then i start to hate myself even more
Why cant you just go?
Get out that door
Get out of my life
And go to someone new
Go now so I can get over you
Its these feelings that make me hate you so much
Its the thought of never having you
How is it that you can make my day
By just talking to me
That's what drives me insane
How you have become my life
The reason I live for
But to you I'm just another person
Another face in the crowd
But to me
You are the only one in the crowd
I can go in a room
With a thousand people
With one second time
I could find you
It's sad, I know
I just don't get
How I could love you so
You say I'm cute
But thats really it
You say you like me
But not like that
You say I'm a kid
Too young for you?
I just don't get
All of this
I may be a kid
Yeah thats true
But I can have feelings
And they all include you
You say you like me
But not like that
I just wish
You would give me a chance
You've never been with me to say
You've never given me time of your day
And all these things make me hate you
But I guess it makes me mad
That you would give any other girl
A chance to have you as their man
Don't you ever notice me
I stare at you all the time
Do you feel like I'm stalking you?
Maybe you just don't notice me
Or maybe you dont care
But I just dont get
How you can't see me
When I'm right here
I guess I must admit
That I've always loved you
And I could never truly hate you
I guess I'm just jealous
And mad at myself
For how you make me feel
I know this means nothing
But yet means something
Something you'll never know
Guys are just dense I guess
Too blind for love
Maybe one day
You'll finally notice
How much you were too me
But when that day comes
I bet I'll be gone
And you'll regret
Not seeing me...
