I Messed Up

Is love supposed to make you cry?
Is it supposed to be so strong that it hurts?
How so I deal with that?

I messed up and now I can't see him
It kills me inside to know it's my fault
How could I do this to him?
To me?
Why?

Please help me through this
I can't do it much longer
Especially now on my own
I love him all my heart

I can't go on without seeing him
I miss him so much
Please stay with me