He Died Three Years Ago

He stands in front of me
I'm afraid to move
He puts his arms around me
I don't believe it
He kisses me head
I close my eyes
He tells me he loves me
I look away

Why is this so hard?
He's what I need
But it's like he's not really there
I'm convinced I'm dreaming

He pulls me closer
I look up at him
He smiles faintly
A tear falls from my eye
He asks me if I'm okay
I ask him if it's real
He doesn't answer
Another tear falls

I must be dreaming
There's no other way
I need to take advantage of this
It wont last much longer
He'll have to go back

He dries my eyes
I finally smile at him
He hugs me tighter
I tell him I've missed him
He tells me he knows
I say I love you, now and always
He has to leave
I kiss his soft lips
He's gone, once again
Dreaming

I've suffered enough
He died three years ago
I see him often, but try to forget
It only hurts worse
Watching him leave every time
I'll never love again
He's my one and only
And always will be
I love him