Tears In My Eyes

I sit here and wait for your call, wondering if you're even thinking of me at all.
I'm scared of losing my heart to some one who may tear it apart.
I sit here with tears in my eyes, trying to use a smile as a disguse.
I'm scared that I may have dove in too deep, I'm scared to give you my heart to keep.
I've never had so much to lose, I'm really scared but which way should I choose?
Should I stay or should I runaway?
Please tell me what to do.
I need to know that you feel the same, if you're just playing with my head then stop the game.
My heart is not a toy, is it my pain that you enjoy?
There are tears in my eyes that you will never see, I will keep them to myself just let me be.
If you're just trying not to hurt me just let me go.
It hurts worse to never know.
It hurts to be so confused, please let me know that I'm not being used.
If there is someone else that you like more, please tell me.
It hurts the most not knowing if or when I will hear from you again.
I think you will call me but I really don't know when.