Send me back

I pray the Lord my soul to keep
as i lay here in my grave so deep
he may take it forever just not right now
i want to live but i don't know how
i didn't mean the things i said
i wish i was alive instead of dead
i want to smell the ocean
i want to feel the breeze
i promise that i will come back
if you'll please just let me leave
people come and people go
but one things for sure of what i know
nothing stays and nothing lasts
i have decided my life was way too short
oh Lord please send me back
i miss my family, i miss my friends
i cant believe this is where my life time ends
i thought that sleeping would be real great
so i swallowed 86...maybe 88
and prayed that God would let me die
as i blinked back tears from a sinner's eye
but now i wish to feel the sand
i want to smell the grass and feel the sunshine on my back
i want to hold my boyfriend's hand
if only for a while...I promise I'll be fast
but whats done is done and nothings the same
too bad i acted like life was a game
i did this to myself...so yes, i should take the blame
but now i miss my beautiful earth
and I know what my life was really worth
Lord please believe me when I say
i wish to live another day
i didn't mean to kill myself
i only wanted to give people a scare
to show them if i was no longer there
how much they would miss me
and how much they would care
this time I'll live life to the fullest
and thats a fact
oh please dear Lord
just send me back