Nice and steady

I'm locking my door
After, anyone knocks I will ignore
I start to get ready
Then begin to release and keep it steady

One day
I'm on my way
Every thing's going good
I can't wait to tell my story's like I usually would
She knows very well
I know she can tell
"Don't come back"
"Straighten up and don't come here like that"

Just getting up
Any word from anyone"Shut up"
"We don't want to hear what you have to say"
"Anything you talk about isn't something we want to hear anyways"
"Why can't you just listen and pass"
"Everyone here is succeeding, you won't even make it last"

Who's that with you?
Another person I'm going to hate too?
Another friend getting taken away
After meeting the person I'm never going to stay
Someone always new
Ends up taking you
Too much to take in
I told you I try but I never win
So this is what I do

I lock my door
Anyone who knocks I will ignore
I'll get everything ready
Hold that thing in my hand nice and steady
And begin to realease everything inside
That buildes up that I try to hide
Then I can go on for the next day
Knowing that that one cure will make me okay