Cycle Of Pain

Time's passed by quickly
I've realized just now,
As I glance at the familiar;
No change in this town.

Two years ago
I left on a journey;
Went to discover
What I'm supposed to be.

I thought I would find
My peace at long last.
Life's been methodical,
Time went by so fast.

I've returned to my home
Only to find I have failed.
No matter where I go
I end up on the same trail.

I can't ever escape
This life of great sorrow.
Revolving like a clock
I always predict tomorrow.

If away from home
I can't find my peace,
Does this surely mean,
Peace isn't for me?

Wet with tears
The road behind fared horribly.
I've fallen apart again,
Lost in this agony.

Misunderstood and left
To fend for myself,
I can't remember a time,
A day I hadn't wept.

Where are the answers
Where's God in this matter?
Am I meant never to see
A happily ever after?

Time should've made me stronger;
Made me come to realize,
But it's only made me weaker,
And clouded my eyes.

Now I'm back to step one
Starting from my home.
A cycle never-ending,
Back to being alone...