Giving Up

I look around and all I see
Everything is changing right in front of me
Daddy's gone to heaven now
Mom is just no where to be found
She left the seen when I was born
Daddy was left to raise me
He had no idea what to do with me
So he gave me money and sent me on my way
And I won't see him until the next day
And he never knew just what to say
Because I was my father's only child
But daddy died and friends moved away
And I am left here alone to survive another day
There's no where to run too
And there's nothing left to say
Soon I'll see God
Because today is my judgement day
The gun's in my hand and I stand alone
I know for sure no one will come running in
It's time for me to make this life end