I'm sorry for what I have become,
In a way I never left that home,
The place I lost my sense to love,
The pain of a push and a shove,
I wish I could say I love you,
But its something I find hard to do,
I hope it doesn't kill you I'm this way,
I live with it everyday,
I'm sorry I never grew inside,
I never said the things that I should have said,
This rejection I offer is my way to hide,
The seclusion the price I pay to live in my head,
I wish I could say I love you,
I just carry this pain within me,
I know you wont except my fault,
It's just the way I have to be.
