I always sit here
Thinking how to tell you
All the different ways
I want to let you know
How I really feel
I know you don’t like me
But I love you
You probably think I’m delusional
And have gone crazy
I know it’s weird
That I can love you
But that’s how I truly feel
I wanna tell you
All the thoughts I have inside
How I’ve been longing for seven months
For you to be my guy
How you make me feel
How I never thought this could be true
I never believed in love
Before I met you
But now love just seems so true
Though its far from me
Never received
I remember the first words you said
You were joking around
In Japanese class
I remember the time
That I didn’t like you
I know I sound weird
And maybe a bit desperate
But I can’t help it
You make me all jittery
When I see you I squeak
I bet you’ve heard
I try to hide it
But this is un-retainable
The feelings I have
How I think about you
Day and night
Never ending!
I want to tell you
All of this
But I just can’t…
I don’t want to risk
What we barely have
I know I’m sounding psycho
And I’d probably think it too
But how I feel about you
Is just so true
I want to spend forever with you
Forever never ends
But I can’t admit all this stuff to you
In fear of feeling foolish
I want to get it out
I really really do
But I just can’t seem to
How would I tell you
That I love you
That I want to spend eternity with you
That I never want our shared moments to end.
But I’m also afraid for my heart
I’ve loved you so long
If anything did happen
And then came to an end
I just don’t think my heart could mend
I’m not sure
If it’s a risk I’m willing to make
But I’m not sure
If it’s a risk I’m willing not to make
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to tell you
I want so much
More then you might be able to give
I know I love you
But do you love me?
I don’t want my heart hurt again
But this is hurting me more every second
I want to tell you
How I truly feel
But I just can’t
And it tears me apart
I sit thinking of ways
Every single day
You're running through my head
I want to get this out
I want to let you know
I want to be able to just let go
I know it sounds weird
To say I love you
But want you to leave
But it’s the pain I’m going through
Every single moment without you
And I know I never have a chance
To be with you
Please just let me know
Tell me straight up
Tell me how you truly feel
So maybe I could give up
I don’t want to go on
Living everyday
Living with you in my way
You are in the way of all my thoughts
Of all my doings
I want to tell you
How you affected me
But I bet you’ll just think I’m some creep
I’m trying not to sound desperate
Or a little crazy
But I just want to let you know
Though I’ll never get that chance
I hardly talk to you
But it just drives me crazy
How can I talk to you normal
With all this in my head
I just want to go up to you
And get it all off my chest
I want to tell you I love you
And have loved you for months
Ever since November
I’ll never find someone else like you
You’re one of a kind
You are special to me
And will always be on my mind
But I just can’t tell you this
Not quite yet
Maybe I could tell you some
And you would say no…?
And maybe I would be happy
And let go
Let go of you
And all my feelings
And be able to go back
Back to before I met you
I know it sounds weird
And yet mean
But I cant go on
Living in this dream
