Forgive Me

Entwined in the depths of love,
A heart enchanted spell,
Cast to assist to blind,
And a token that you fell,

I have the broken sorrow,
The blades in the back,
I have no trophy handed,
Of everything I lack,

I fall behind in living,
To stay in blissful waste,
Ignorant to all your words,
Ignorant to haste,

My heart holds too fast,
Enclosed to deceive,
My soul glued to yours,
Abuse to receive,

My mind tells me no,
And never will I wilt,
But again, again, again,
Tears have been spilt,

Scared I will crawl,
Into the arms of mine,
Forgotten I will lie,
That love is my shrine,

Take both my hands,
And embrace all I lose,
Hold my kiss in linger,
This is what I choose,

Another stupid decision,
Bleakly unaware,
Although I call them bastards,
Although I do care,

Do I caress the gentle flame?
Undefended I hold weak,
Oh God, is this what I am?
Is this what I seek?