I Am The Liar

Date Written: September 13, 2007

"I'm over him."
[She wrote it on a paper]
"If he's happy now, I'm happy for him too."
[She took a glance in the mirror && gave a fake smile]
"There's nothing we can do if he'd never come back to me;"
[She started to reminisce]
"All I know is that I loved him, although he never did see."
[Her eyes started to wet]
"I was never the one for him,"
[Her nose started to run]
"That's why it never worked out."
[She sat straight && looked at herself]
"I just wish he knew how much I loved him--"
[She looked away from the mirror]
"That he was my most awaited reality dream."
[She put a fake smile && looked at herself again]
"We're supposed to be together for 8 months now,"
[Tears fell down from her eyes]
"&& everything has gone to waste."
[Feeling all sorry to herself]
"If we were still together now, I'm sure I'd be glad,"
[She wiped her tears && looked at the gray sky]
"But all I can do now is just cherish what we had."
[She brokedown as she was thinking if he could see what she was seeing]
"I miss my honeyboo--"
[She said that as she was wiping her tears]
"I miss everything about him--"
[She tried to reach for the cutter]
"His voice, his eyes-- even the way he smiled."
[She cut herself so deep]
"I'm not over him. Sorry, I lied."
[She laid unconsciously on the floor as blood came out of her weeping veins]