I like it a lot, whole poem is greatly written and very descriptive. My favorite lines are:

-I write it all still thinking that it was my fault
makes me feel like I'm some kind of a clown
but walking in the past is something I was taught
can't give in to the things that bring me down-

The atmosphere that you created through this piece is excellent, and you did very good job with rhymes.
Keep up, 5/5 from me :)

"I'll keep on writing so I can stick around"

I feel as though i connected with this line and get what you mean about it.
I write as a form of escape if things are really troubling me i write it down and i feel it really does help me.
I always love your poems, an absolute pleasure to read.
I love everything about it, its deep, gets you thinking, i just love it.
Take care

Kelly
xx

I enjoy very much while reading this..very good flow and very flawless..well-penned..i like the way you write it..great work..and keep writing more poems=)