When you look at me all you see is a smile..
never once do you think that i too am suffering..
you think everything is good..
but truth is im goin through alot.
i juss try an hide it behind my smile..
so you wont realize how the pain flows through my body.
from head to toe its takin over..
soo when im around you
i smile, laugh an act like nothing is wrong..
because i know that you could never see the pain in my eyes,
i dont let anybody know my true feelingz
it could because i dont think anybody would care
or just the fact that it hurts even more too let people kno
to see the confusing look in there eyes..
they could never know how i feel maybe someday
i will tell you.
who knowz. but for now ii act like everything isz all good
