When we was together
everybody thought
we loved each other so much to the point
we never had to say i'm sorry
when we was together
people believed
i could just look into your eyes
and know that you will never leave me
when we was together
everybody just guessed that
you could just hold me in your arms
and i felt as if
nothing in this whole world could ever hurt me
but,
when we was together
i knew we were never really happy
i mean we told each other the words,
acted it out in front of people,
and ever at times tryed to lie to our selves
and each other
i mean when we were fussing
we were talking
and the whole fact of me still
having a drinking problem and all
wasn't helping it any......like it isn't now
i mean all i know is that
when i saw you that day..
standing in front of me at school
i knew...well...i thought i loved you
but now when i think about you it's never the same
you tell every body you hate me
and pretty much everybody i know
is trying to fix me up
even when really i just want to be leafed
alone for a while
and i mean please just hear me out..
i can't take being alone
and yea i know that we weren't happy
when we were together but still it was better
then being alone.....
god i just don't know how to tell you this....
please don't let people think of us as another
lost love
