I had to walk away.

Life is full of mysteries.
I just can not explain them all.

All I wanted was chance,
To see the life that was meant for me.

But it passed me by,
And its safe to say that the life I live is not meant for me.

It hurts me inside,
Knowing the truth.

And Darling I never meant to hurt you
Darling please for give me.

That was the last thing on my mind,
When I had to decide to walk out the door.

I needed a change in my life,
I need the life I left behind.

I did not want to hurt to when I said goodbye,
Someday might be right when we see the life we are meant to have.

It hurt me to feel so lonely.
You left me standing in the shadows.

What was I suppose to do?
I had to think of me.

I hope you understand,
I never wanted to hurt you.

The way you hurt me inside.
You never meant to leave me behind.

I know you loved me.
But all I ever wanted was to never be left behind.

Your life was such a mystery.
You shut the door to me.

I tried to be strong for you,
But you would not let me.

You shushed my heart,
you would not let me in.

I wanted to know you,
Like I did when I first saw your eyes.

It warmed my heart,
It set my soul free.

But now I can not see,
See your peaceful eyes.

You shut me away,
You blocked my heart.

And now I must walk away.
To save, my broken heart..

Please forgive me,
But hurting you was the last thing on my mind..