The Truth

The lyrics to every sad song
couldn't compare to my life
this is my story
and a jagged edged knife
and how i used it
to cut out my own heart
and the one i loved most
how i tore his world his apart
i went through a lot
i watched myself fall
with every bruise I'd hide
i took the blame for it all
i told myself i deserved it
I'm a horrible person inside
bu the truth to this story
is to you i have lied
i know i said some things
like i don't want to be with you
but deep inside none of it was true
i pushed myself away
to keep you save from me
but the end of this story is
I'm afraid to be happy