The only time i ever feel complete
Is when im kicking the soccer ball at my feet
When i hear the crowd start to cheer
And watch the other team quake in fear
But right after the game is over
I go back into my little shell
Back to being behind my walls of protection
And back to being the me everyone thinks is real
Are they all so blind they cannot see
That im slowly slipping into a dark depression
My sanity slowly starting to disappear
The only thing i have now is my salty tears
To all of them i seem normal
Just like any teenager should be
But the difference between me and the others
Is the fact that im full of a silent and deadly misery