Feeling of Deception

I have this feeling
A feeling of deception
For everyone
In which i have affection
Its a feeling
Thats an unwanted infection
It will surely lead
To my desperation
The dissapering
Of this deception
Is the only thing
To my resurection
Taking me from my former self
Creating a seperation
Taking away
My former self's reflection
Changing me completely
Without hesitation