My hearts feelings

I cant believe I let get with another guy
Every night I think about it, I cry
What if you and me were meant to be
I wish I could open up and let you see
Let you see the giant spot you stole from my heart
Yet I cant figure out how I should start
I know I would travel around the world for you
And my feelings for you are true
I would gladly trade my life for you to live on
I will even swim across the Amazon
You light my life when you come in a room
I love the smell of you perfume
It kills me to not be able have you here
Losing you as a friend is my greatest fear
Yet I want you as so much more
But I cant just lay it all out on the floor
I will sit and wait for you till the day I die.