Last breath.

I see you with her.
You know i do.
I said it doesn't hurt.
I said I don't care.
But deep inside I care and it rips my insides out.
Tears fall from my eyes and land in my lap.
They burn deep into my flesh.
While they tear out my heart.
Destroy whats left of my soul.
Taking away the remaining hope I have.

I make every one think I'm fine, but I'm not.
I'm dieing on the inside.
I hide beneath a fake smile.
But then when I'm alone, all i do is think about you.
I don't know what to do, but then, an idea comes to mind.
"SLIT" the pain is gone, the blood is rushing down.
From my neck to my stomach.
I'm on the ground now.
No more worries.
The pain is gone.
I'm no longer here.
But with my last breath i would like to say,
I did this cause i couldn't take the pain of not having you.