Not again...

This cant be happening..
not again
he told everyone it would never happen
ever
why is he playing these mind games again
they arent nessacary.
just stop already
please!!
i have someone
i love him
i loved you and we all know i lost you
please dont let me feel like i have you back
just for you to rip my heart out again then hand it right back to me
ive been through that..
more than once..
i cant handle another one of those with you
it hurts worse everytime ir happens
i dont want your pain anymore
...just leave me be
please!