Tears

I'm sitting right here...
All alone nobody else just me...
When in my room its dark...
There is only two candles that has light...
When my window is open...
I am very cold...
And i'm listening to this depressing song...
Over and over again...
I ask myself...
Why don't i just change it at all???
Wondering if there is even tears...
Running down my face???
But I am not even crying!
I'm so lonely now...
All i wanna do is hug him so badly...
i wanna feel him near me...
i wanna see him next to me...
i wanna touch his hand...
i wanna kiss his cheek...
Yea, they are tears...
But im not sad...
Or am i???