How I love him

How can I hurt so much?
And yet still love you with all my heart?
How do I pretend to be so strong,
When in reality, I'm falling apart!

How can I live my life,
Day by day as it seems
The love song is drowning out,
Muffled by my screams!

My heart breaks everyday,
More and more as the days go by.
One day I'll get the courage to leave you forever,
I'll spread my wings and fly!

I wish I could hurt you love,
The way you have hurt me.
But I donÃ't think you could endure the pain,
So babe, I'll just leave.

One day you'll wake up,
And realize I'm gone for good.
You will never get me back baby,
And you'll regret you never did all you could.

It will be your loss,
I would have moved on.
You will always be in my heart dear Eli.
You are my favorite love song.