Wondering

Lost without you,
My thoughts start to wonder....
What did I do wrong?
Did I love you to little?
Did I love you to much?
I look upon your smiling face,
in pictures and I wonder....
Did I put that smile there?
Were you thinking of someone else?
Was it all fake?
I see you now and then,
in school, at the mall and I wonder....
Did you see me?
Do you miss me?
Do you hate me?
Then I think......
You left me for him.
I was hurt because of it.
I still love you.
Then I know....
You never loved me.
You don't care that you hurt me.
It didn't mean the same to you.
Then it's over.
But again the scars still there.
Along with the hurt,anger,pain,fear and love.
Love.
You.
Always.
Sorry.