Ana-Mia

So I'll leave a note on the kitchen side
I wouldn't promise,
to find it.

(Your house is a mess)

The rain comes through the walls
And the mist and damp
killing my eyes.

I feel Ill
Its all become so daisy
Looking in the mirror
I hide from every day
The pale side of white
Taking over my skin.

How could I
No thank you
Do i really have to say it again?
The smell.
Disappointment and disgust
In your eyes.

the blood and vomit in the bathroom sink
I didn't mean
to eat. I'm sorry
Tomorrow it'll be gone
any bigger than a size 0

Bones are beautiful.
I don't want to die.
Cant have both?
I don't understand.

Ana-mia, killing me slowly

But daddy...
Please don't cry
I'm your daughter now.
Beauty.
Please be proud.

So before i go,
an open coffin
Just to see my face.

<3 Yes,
The note on the kitchen side
its just for you
You don't have to read it
Its from me and her

Ana-mia

Shes my life now.