Why...?

Why did i not hide it better?
why did i just give in?
why wont this feeling leave me?
why do they all stare?

why did i have to lie?
why do you do what you do?
why do i have to try?
why do i always feel so blue?

why do days and memory's fade?
why cant i just spend time with you?
why do i lock my self up?
why do i always seem to scare you?

why do i wonder alone?
why do you pass with out a smile?
why do i cry alone at night?
why do i try to convince myself I'm with you?