Not another sound..

Laying on my bed
trying to forget the past
all the things done, all the things said
i cant help but cry
I'm falling apart
i want to die
i call your phone
i hear you say hello
why hadn't i called from unknown
tears streaming down my face
just hearing your voice
it took me to a better place
you call back
the picture of us kissing pops up on the cell phone screen
watching it slowly fade away
it was the best thing Ive ever seen
i cant take it
i look for my old friend
looking here and there
i just now realized i hid it behind my laundry bin
just this once i say aloud
one cut, two cut, three cut, four
no more sound
I'm falling to the floor
a hear the phone ringing in such a faded way
i finally pick up
you ask if I'm okay
tears and blood flowing all around
i say i love you one last time
all went quite..there is no more sound....