That one night...

Sitting here a cloud of darkness conjures in my head
Remembering back to the painful and hurtful things you said
shouting that i was worthless, you didn't love me
I held my own and shouted back but the tears you couldn't see

It was in that instance i knew things would never Be the same
My insides tangle into knots every time i hear your name
That one night of fighting ruined everything we ever had
Now every time i think of you my only emotion is sad

No amount of apologies will ever change my mind
A forgiveness that runs that deep i will never find
Now i have to block out all thoughts of you so i don't loose control
Now that you are gone my life will never be a whole...