I was loving you...

I see you kiss her as i walk by
i look away immediately
my body aches
I'm trying no to cry

i walk up to the stairs
a feel tears slipping past my eye lids
this just isn't fair
I'm dying inside, but of course you don't care

running as fast i could up to the bathroom
i need space
time to just let it out
drifting off to my own lil place

i feel it come and just then i break
walking slowly
i look at me self in the mirror then back down at the sink

i take out the pills
I'm crying more than ever
all of a sudden i get chills

one, two, three, then four
all this pain is driving me insane
so i just pop 15 more

writing my last goodbye along the wall
i feel so dizzy
i quickly fall

all this pain you put me through
hurts more than anything
but its okay
just remember i always loved you