ThIs Is DeDiCaTeD 2 YoU BuTtHeAd*ThE lOvE oF mY lIfE*

Part of me wishes we could still be together
but another part of me knows nothing lasts forever
i dreamed of marrying you
but i know that it will only ever be a dream
i used to talk to you for hours
but now you never even look at me
in the middle of the night i stay up and think of you
but in the daytime i pretend not to miss you
some day i know i'll get over you
but for now you are all i think about
i remember when you felt the same way
but now you couldnt care less
i ought to let you go and find somebody better
but its so hard to say goodbye
in school i see you and i want to cry
at home i lay in bed wishing you were there with me
i love to see you smiling
but i hate that you are happy without me
last year i felt like i knew you the most
but this year all i know about you is your name
i have other guys wanting to be with me
but i want to be with you again
with my friends i pretend to be over you
but by myself i reminice the times we shared