I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed
I search through days that have been hard
To try to understand
the many trials that I have known
The life that I have had
You see me in my daily grind
So confident and strong
Yet when I am alone I question
Just where I belong
I often try too hard I find
To analyze and guess
To scrutinize investigate
My life I will confess
For somewhere deeper there must be
Some meaning to this life
Some way to make a difference
Give a reason for this strife
Is there some hidden meaning
Some agenda to be found
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around
It seems the harder that I try
To focus through the haze
Just serves to add more questions
Through my endless tired gaze
Perhaps I'm trying just to hard
To understand it all
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store
Each incident each moment passed
Just adds upon the next
But in the end will I find truth
Or will I be perplexed
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time
Or will it leave me broken
And confused as I feel now
While questions bring no solitude
To this my wrinkled brow
