My rainy day

SMILES AND FROWNS FILL MY EXPRESSION
TEARS AND SADNESS DEPRIVE MY DEPRESSION
OVER AND OVER I WOULD CRY WITH FEW QUESTIONING WHY
THEY HEAR ME BUT THEN DONT LISTEN
ALWAYS TO SEE A GOLD WITHOUT TARNISH A DIAMOND THAT DOESNT GLISTEN
A LIFE WITHOUT HAPPINESS
BEEN SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM LOOKING FOR
OR MAYBE I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME LIVE AT LEAST ONE DAY MORE
LEFT WITH ALL THE WILL TO DIE
LESS PRAYERS EACH NIGHT
TO LIVE IN JOY...I DO TRY
I TRY TO FORGET THAT MY NAME IS SPOKEN FROM PEOPLES MOUTH
TRYING NOT TO REMEMBER THE PAST AND FOCUS ON WHATS HAPPENING NOW
ALWAYS TRYING TO LIVE IN THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MIRROR
TO AVOID BEING REMINDED OF MY MISTAKES AND MANY ERROR
I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO TURN BACK TIME
AND CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE IN MY LIFE
IMPOSSIBLE AS IT SEEMS ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY
CAUSE ITS ONE OF MY RAINY DAYS