I wonder who I am.
I question my morals.
You wonder why the tears.
You wonder why my sorrow.
And i tell you too much pain.
And i tell you that im dying.
and its just these words i say
to push your farther away...
So I take some more pills
to make reality fade...
I lie in my closet
hoping my lifes just a charade...
and for hours,
I shed not a tear
and for hours,
I have no fears
and then for hours,
i realize im dying
and for a moment
I am dead
If only...
