Can you hear the sadness in my voice
Was it something I let slip
Does my heart really need to know
I'm the one who had control
Now I'm acting like a fool
Do all past hurt have to ruin the show
Is there never my time to glow
Yet I don't know how I'm feeling anymore
I'm hurt and confused like a little girl
Caught up in the confusion, where's my control
Have you seen my hands they tremble
I don't know why I can't look you in the eye
I don't know how long before I break down and cry
Or how long I can keep this inside
I really wish you had given me a try
It would have been fun to be with you
To watch and be beside you through all you go threw
There's so much inside I wish I could tell
Yet I know I can't let it show
I'm pushing my feelings to the floor
Leaving the future door open for down the road
I'm sorry that your sorry
I'm sorry that I let my hurt show
I don't hate you
I'm just going to have to learn to let those feelings go
