A loan

Sometimes when I wake
@ night and sit alone
I think of my mistakes
and wish I can fly home

Sometimes just like know
I realize I'm alone
And tears begin to grow
I wish to go back home

Sometimes in my heart
The blood makes my shirt wet
Only some can see the dart
And every pearl of sweat

Sometimes when I'm nude
I realize this skin is me
Please don't please don't shoot
Just want to find the key

Because sometimes I want to know
My heart's cravings like you do
Feelings I cannot show
Things I can never do