So you think
I've given up
That I can take your insults
That I am strong enough...
That I wouldn't care what you have to say
LIKE i wouldn't care what that look means
You think You are faded to me
as I am to you
That I am drawn away so I no longer
Have to put up with what I can't have
Truth is...
You're right
I'm sick of clinging to someone who wants to go away
I wont hold you here
You are not being forced to stay
You can go go go
with her
You can fade out of my life
Truth is...
that idea feels right
I no longer feel as if
You are needed here
You've made it clear you wouldn't be
If you felt you had a choice
Just because I trust you the most doesn't mean
a damn thing
If you don't need me
Go..
go...
away
Leave me here
alone
afraid
get lost get gone
this is your only chance
don't wait until you can break a promise
I cant have that again
If you do to me what she did
I don't think any of this would be worth it
I would regret everything I have ever done
...
I read words in my mind
words that are meaningless
why do I keep them I wonder
and why
Do i try to keep you.. here?
Isn't both just painful reminders
that I will always lose what i lave
but fear
