Why did you do it?

I'm cutting away your love tonight
i cant take it
this just isn't right
i pull out the thing that heals it all
cut two times than four
i immediately fall
i cant take this no more
drifting away into my own lil world
I'm trying to forget
the days i was your girl
blood dripping from my arm
tears flowing from my face
i cant believe i just caused more self harm
i just lay there
listening to my heart beat
its so loud and so bare
my mom walks up the steps slowly walking by
she just sits there and screams
then starts to cry
calls the nearest hospital
as my eyes roll further to the back of my head
she screams...why did you commit suicide?