It just didn't work

Tears flowing down her face
she knew he would be gone soon
never wanted him to leave her
all the fights and cuts seemed pointless
all the time wasted not over there when she could have been
tried so hard to make this one perfect but didn't work
changed for him
turned into someone who she always wanted to be
but was to afraid to be
wondered how he looked so happy when she saw him now
does he want to leave her?
does he truly love her?
would any one ever truly love a girl like her?
she never thought so
maybe cause she could never love herself