Empty Inside

I sit there by my window and watch the days go by. Everyday counting that my life is about to die and realizing how much life is just a lie. I feel my chest sinking in, my heart beating slow as if I were to go but deep inside feels like there's no heart there's no me left in any part It's empty now just hollow inside. If my heart is still there bold it is, freezing cold it is. Weak my body has been found but I get no sound, tears reach my knee's and I'm left here to bleed. Some how I have to pull free I can't let myself go and slip away. I know life is a lie and empty inside, but I have to make it come true, and make it my whole life through.