How can I forgive you?
If Im still angry
I have too many questions
We needed you badly
Why would you leave us?
Why didnt you call?
Did you ever love us?
Why did you go so far?
People tell me I should forgive you
But Im not ready, I need an explanation
You make mistakes and learn from them
But to leave five kids, how dare you?
Did you even want us?
Or were we a burden?
Is that why you ran from us?
Or ARE YOU JUST A BAD MOTHER?
I dont know about my siblings
But I just cant forgive you
Just leaving me with Mama Julia
Is the only thing I could thank you.
