Why me?

No!!!!!!!
Please dont go

you were in my arms
even though i was the harm

this, this love
it was so tough

it ripped my insides out
all i could was shout. scream. shout.
do you undersatand it ripped them out!

you lied
you cheated
you decieved
me!

do you understand my pain
oh you'll never feel the same not this pain
it drove me insane

it me thats all alone
you think this is just a poem
no this is my home!

you tore and you tore at my heart
from the very start
you tore at my heart
i remember when i said we'll never fall apart
i just wasn't thinking smart

why me
no. why only me?
this can't be not me!

Now you'reb leeding
hopelessly fading

it all happened so soon
even though it was me that shot you!