I want to, but..

I know I want to love you
I can feel it down deep
When i see you i want to scream it
but instead it's a secret I keep

each time i attempt to confess
you claim the meanings fake
I am spouting words
untrue, only for your sake

You say i do not love
But yet, you are allowed to love me
this cannot be fair, this cannot be right
what i miss, you are able to see

how can I can i convey my passion
my commitment to you alone
need i change my speech?
possibly my speaking tone?

In time i will love
unfortunately i don't know when
so for now i say
UNTIL THEN