It's hard to let go...
Let go of something that you held on for 2 long...
Let go of that someone who...
brought a couple of smiles a while back ago...
But those smiles are memories of happiness once felt...
Its hard to let go when that someone is constantly
in and out of your life...
It's herd to move on...
when you look at your phone and you either see...
A missed call or a text message from them...
It's hard to let go when your not willing...
to just forget....
But even when you try or your willing...
to let go its even hearder 2 forget...
because you wonder whether your doing the right thing...
wonder if you wont regret it later on...
wonder if later on you decide to come back...
if they will be there willing to forgive and take you back...
wonder if you still love them....
or if you even ever loved them....
all i know is that...
its been so hard for me to let go....
for the simple fact that you have stuck around for so long...
and now that i want to move on and go on with my life...
my conscious hunts me down and wonders...
why your back...
why you have stuck around...
why you still call...
is it that you still have feelings for me?...
is it that you mean to stay...
or is it that your afraid to loose me to him?...
