I'm the one

I'm the one they laugh at
I'm the one they whisper about
I'm the one they stare and point at
I'm used to it
I know i'm ugly and weird
I just want for once in my life to be loved
Nobody lkes me, they say they do but it's all a big joke to them
I would desparetly love to have some real friends
lets just face it, is there really any point of me living
I should end it tonight
It crosses my mind all the time
i pray to god every night but i still wake up the next morning
I'm the one they laugh at
I'm the one they whisper about
I'm the one they stare and point at