Why did you leave me

Why did u have to leave me
what have i done
have i done anything horrible
what ever i have done i am so sorry
all i want is you back in my life

Is this test
or is this a cruel joke that you have put on me

Or was it just your time to leave this world
and go on to your next life.
I know that you didn't want to leave me
but you just had to

I know its not your choice to leave me
but i am still angry
i am still hurt
i am still sad
How am i supposed to get over your

You were my life
my love
my family
my friend
how am i supposed to wake up every morning
and know that i cant talk to you any more
i cant see you any more
i cant do anything with you any more
What am i supposed to do about the pain
i am going through missing you
i just wish that we could go back
in time nd spend every lasting second together

But i know that it was going to happen
and i am going to have to pass it
i will never forget you
and all the things you tough me

And i thank you for the things you have done for me in my life
and i thank you for making me the woman i am
today and i promise i will make you proud
One day i know that i will see you again
And till that day i will love you and miss you

I love you and miss you so much Bubbie