Love is killing me

Im tangled in the sheets
no one coming home for me too kiss on the cheek
im lying on the bed, crying all alone
its better than what i had, but still, this place is not a home
i do nothing but silently cry
letting each secon slowly pass by
you showed me how to love
but made me want to die
not caring enough to eat
too exhausted to try and sleep
what people so often glorify
makes me want to burn with hate
dont try and change my mind
for me it is far
too late